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tencrushI'm in an incredibly bad mood today. Beckett keeps waking up wayyy to early and getting into bed with us and it's starting to piss me off. I miss my morning privacy. Having said that, he's been good as gold, generally. Yesterday we did indeed play with clay and make jelly, today the agenda has not yet been set, but I'll wing it.
I forgot one aspect of motherhood and that's the fact that it kills my back SO BAD. When they're really wee, and can't hold up their heads, I carry them like I would normally, you know, her head on my shoulder, bum in my hand, but because she's so floppy, I end up walking leaning backwards slightly so her head can rest on my shoulder and not flop around and fall backwards. As a result my back is absolute agony. Combined with the pain in my stomach muscles from doing situps, I'm a walking wreck right now. I'm sure it'll improve, I just need to adapt a bit. Apart from that I'm doing okay physically, I officially stopped bleeding a few days ago, two weeks and a bit, not too bad, really, everything's healed up nicely and working fine. So yay for that.
I desperately need to cheer up before tonight, I hate being all grumpy and I am at the moment. I shall do my best today to accept the fact that we will never again have a morning to ourselves and deal with it. Grrrrr. Just the thought of it's making me tetchy.
Want to make more Dalek cookies. Anyone know a good easy cookie recipe that doesn't involve slightly too complex ingredients I can't find over here? Gah, still domestic... weirdness.
I forgot one aspect of motherhood and that's the fact that it kills my back SO BAD. When they're really wee, and can't hold up their heads, I carry them like I would normally, you know, her head on my shoulder, bum in my hand, but because she's so floppy, I end up walking leaning backwards slightly so her head can rest on my shoulder and not flop around and fall backwards. As a result my back is absolute agony. Combined with the pain in my stomach muscles from doing situps, I'm a walking wreck right now. I'm sure it'll improve, I just need to adapt a bit. Apart from that I'm doing okay physically, I officially stopped bleeding a few days ago, two weeks and a bit, not too bad, really, everything's healed up nicely and working fine. So yay for that.
I desperately need to cheer up before tonight, I hate being all grumpy and I am at the moment. I shall do my best today to accept the fact that we will never again have a morning to ourselves and deal with it. Grrrrr. Just the thought of it's making me tetchy.
Want to make more Dalek cookies. Anyone know a good easy cookie recipe that doesn't involve slightly too complex ingredients I can't find over here? Gah, still domestic... weirdness.
